i'm lost....

Assalammualaikum w.b.t

Something weird happens to me...I don't know what it is...

I don't know how to express it...if I tell it, would someone understand me?

I am searching myself...but I don't know how

Lonely cat...searching herself

Sang Lebah berkata: fell want to cry...[Allah, please help me...please give me a strenght]